I'm Back in MQT!!! I love it here. I'm so happy to be home. Welcoming Crew is going rather well.The lobby looks great and Kate and RD Amy seem rather pleased. The new staff...oh man. Have we stumbled upon some of the crazies.
Kevin from Ice House...Eloquent and intelligent. Simply one of the most fascinating people I have ever met in my life.
I'm so excited to be back and start things up. I let you know how tomorrow goes. HAHAI
PS I went for a run in the rain and loved it.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Dear Blog,
I foolishly thought that college had made me a stronger, braver, less emotional person. I was wrong. I simply have less frustration at school. I think I left part of my soul in mqt and I hope to feel more like myself once I get back there. I feel like everyone stuck in this town is miserable. I've heard people talk about how much being home means to them, or how much they don't want to leave;but everyone I talk to seems to not know what they want from their own lives. It's like dreams can't even live here.
I'm afraid to ask my mom what she wants from her life now. Mostly because I'm afraid of what she might say. I haven't a clue what my dad wants, I'm not sure he would telll me if I asked him. I want to live and be loved. I think that is mostly what everyone wants and needs. I haven't got a clue how to help my mom. I feel like all I can do is what she asks. Sometimes I even fail at that. I want to see her really healthy and happy again. God works wonders and I hope he can help her heal. I don't want this blog to sound like my mother is sad and I cant get her out of it, because she smiles and laughs sometimes. I'm just afraid to leave her alone and miserable. I hope she will find a way to be happy again. Jesus will help her.
I want to shine like the sun and roll like a stone <3 Mqt here I come <3
I foolishly thought that college had made me a stronger, braver, less emotional person. I was wrong. I simply have less frustration at school. I think I left part of my soul in mqt and I hope to feel more like myself once I get back there. I feel like everyone stuck in this town is miserable. I've heard people talk about how much being home means to them, or how much they don't want to leave;but everyone I talk to seems to not know what they want from their own lives. It's like dreams can't even live here.
I'm afraid to ask my mom what she wants from her life now. Mostly because I'm afraid of what she might say. I haven't a clue what my dad wants, I'm not sure he would telll me if I asked him. I want to live and be loved. I think that is mostly what everyone wants and needs. I haven't got a clue how to help my mom. I feel like all I can do is what she asks. Sometimes I even fail at that. I want to see her really healthy and happy again. God works wonders and I hope he can help her heal. I don't want this blog to sound like my mother is sad and I cant get her out of it, because she smiles and laughs sometimes. I'm just afraid to leave her alone and miserable. I hope she will find a way to be happy again. Jesus will help her.
I want to shine like the sun and roll like a stone <3 Mqt here I come <3
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Dearest Blog,
God's blessings are chasing me down and surrounding me. I have met some of the most amazing people as of recently. Erin Tafoya is my boss and she is, without a doubt, one of the coolest people on the planet. I also had lots of awesome campers last week. Scribbles and Princess were some pretty awesome CIT's from last week, two very different young ladies who are already doing wonderful things in their lives. It is amazing how much I care for the people who i come across at camp. It has been such an a great job.
With that said I must tell you that I was given this week off. Simply because we are low on campers and it was my turn to be given a week off. I think that god has given me blessing by awarding me sometime to spend at home. I needed time to get ready for school so here I am.
Mom is having me pack up my room so we can rent out the house. = ( This goes into that " God's Plan" file in my mind. We shall see.
Two weeks from this very day I will be in MQT =D
God's blessings are chasing me down and surrounding me. I have met some of the most amazing people as of recently. Erin Tafoya is my boss and she is, without a doubt, one of the coolest people on the planet. I also had lots of awesome campers last week. Scribbles and Princess were some pretty awesome CIT's from last week, two very different young ladies who are already doing wonderful things in their lives. It is amazing how much I care for the people who i come across at camp. It has been such an a great job.
With that said I must tell you that I was given this week off. Simply because we are low on campers and it was my turn to be given a week off. I think that god has given me blessing by awarding me sometime to spend at home. I needed time to get ready for school so here I am.
Mom is having me pack up my room so we can rent out the house. = ( This goes into that " God's Plan" file in my mind. We shall see.
Two weeks from this very day I will be in MQT =D
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