I can't tell if I'm running away from the start or for the finish. What is beautiful about a trail run is that I am free to blaze my own trail and trek at my own pace.The only person I  run for or against is myself.

 Running is my expession of pure selfishness. I cannot indure the thought of ever running to please another. The action of running has a level of control I lust to feel in the bottom of my stomach. The pain and pleasure extened into my soul further than I could have ever imagined.