Bullshit.

"You don't know what you have until it is gone."

This quote is bullshit. I always know what I have when I have it. In fact, I often appreciate what I have far more then necessary. Though, this is not the case with somethings. Somethings I am afraid that I will never appreciate enough. I should probably clarify that I am not loosing everything. I have received far more in the last couple of months than I plan on loosing in the months ahead. I'm still fully aware of the blessings that seem to be ever present in my life. I'm just saying that I am aware of the greatness that surrounds me and I am aware when some of those things are not as close in proximity to me as they once were. I have an annoying tendency to reflect upon things before they are gone completely. I think about them even more heavily when I have them no longer. I am aware of how lucky I am. I appreciate blessings past, present and future. I know what I've got, even when I'm gone for a while. <3