Merp.

"Let's talk about it." The words I use all the time when hat I really mean is, "Let's talk about you." My other personal expression."It's fine." When I say that what I really mean is, " Let's talk about all the people that are effecting me in ways that are more about them than about me."

Here is how I really feel.

I cannot believe that we are this close. I am one of those floating on he river of friendship until I drown kind of people, and I really can't tell you how rough the waters are. If I thought rivers could make waves this one would. The current  is incredible. I pulls  closer to the people that I love and I can't stop it try as I might.