I need to improve my verbal skills.

Dear Blog,
I am so critical of myself it is unreal. .People surely find it annoying. I think I'm going to make a list of my weaknesses and ways to change them. I'm not quite sure if that is at all counter productive.We shall see. One of the reasons I'm so down is because I didn't go to church today. I think I'm going to go on Tuesday. I feel badly though because I want to go so I will start feeling better about my life. I am not in a very good place right now spiritually. I'm going to pray tonight before I go to sleep and hope that will bring God and I closer.

On a lighter note. I want to list some of the things I am thankful for.

Dear God,
Thank you for the following:
Dancing(the best thing ever)
My friends from the Vu
My Mom and Becca (The best friend I have for life)
The fall breeze
Megan P(who saved my life during study group for GN100)  
The ability to improve 
Angie Chavez ( drunk hugs)
House and Hall Gov
Higher Ed. (NMU)
My jobs
The learning process
There are a bunch of others. These just applied to today. =D

Almost forgot.
Here are two ways I'm reaching my goals:
I went to my study group today.
I ran for house president and won.

Here are two ways I need to improve:
I need to become better at speaking to small groups ( today I had a thought I had a really hard time expressing)
I did not work out today.

Here is one more way I am in the process of achieving:
Today I had an idea in hall government and I actually said it aloud. The best part about that is that people did not shoot it down.

Okay so I must do homework now. Thanks for listening. <3