Started out Nothing ended about love.

I am nothing. Nothing but dust...to dust I will return. One day my body will burn and ash I will become. I wonder who will be sad as people do. If my death would have an effect on anyone at all. That's when I stop wondering about me. I mostly wonder about who would be there to keep my mother standing and not let her fall.. When I think about leaving my sister it brings me to tears. I couldn't live without but having to leave her is what I fear...the most about leaving this world behind...I have so many goals of all kinds. i want to travel the world and walk where Jesus did.I understand that if i die I could walk with him...but I just want to live, travel and give. I worry about leaving you too my love...but with any luck the lord above will give me many a chance to see your beautiful face. We can dance all night. When I'm with you I don't feel the need to set the pace. I love the way your eyes change color and the way you talk with your hands. I love the curl in your toes and the way you leave your mouth open if you are really thinking....The way that you laugh after everything and how you can't catch me blinking...when your around that's when I live...my love my love...all i want to give.

I haven't a clue about this.