Pushing Myself.

I've been pushing myself as much as I can. Pushing myself to workout, pushing myself to talk to more people, pushing myself to let go of my insecurities and pushing myself to try new things. Things are going well for right now. I mean besides the money situation, I officially don't have enough money to buy my social psychology book..I've charged far too much money on my account for school. Spending six hundred dollars in textbooks means I'm economically challenged for the rest of the semester. Oh the ups and downs of college life.

I started the whole teaching assistant bit for Introduction to Gender Studies.I had my first official office hour today, I'm quite excited about the whole thing. The whole subject is very fascinating. I never realized how much the norms society are influenced by gender. People fascinate me so, I am perplexed by the nature of human beings. Issues of gender are exceptionally interesting. I sometimes try to analyze myself and what people think of me. My mother says I have definitely taken on a masculine nature despite my strong feminist values.Being that I value what she thinks I always analyze what she says. Sometimes I think that I might be different. I think then that life as a process calls for evolution and I need not feel bad for evolving.