It's is ridiculous to me that  I will blog about shit like I did yesterday and yet I can't bring myself to really let things go. I can be so proud of everyone else and encourage them to get help and yet here I sit, honestly believing that I don't need it. Shit happens. Move on. Help someone else.It might be easier to face then. Why would I face it at all? It doesn't effect me.

Right? I'm just going to wait and see if the new year celebrations goes off without me wanting to die and decide then.

I have an Student Finance Committee interview  tomorrow. I'm nervous as all get out. I have the greatest fear of disappointing myself again. I'm just going to go in and be myself.

Gender studies minor? I think so. I love this subject.

Very scatter brained. Home in four days. Yep.