Oh boy.

I can't stop thinking about it. I'm doing things I don't want to do to try and put myself in control. It's everywhere to me. Everywhere I want you to be. It's there. I want the feeling you give to take it over.

I think I made one of my very best friends mad at me.

Once again, I cannot wait to go back to MQT. I am very much enjoying my time with Becca though. She really is my sibling soul. <3

I'm confused...the process is complex.

This is your life. Are you who you want to be?