Oh Dear.

Tomorrow Rebecca, Kyle and I are venturing off to the gym. I miss it very much and cannot wait to work the fuck out. I'm so stressed out about my grades.I'm really glad they come out this week. I really need a fresh start this coming semester. I just hope that is just what I get. I know that I should be careful what I wish for. I'm not wishing that I need to start over. I just want to get some new classes in without having to repeat math. I fucked up. I need to stop being a flake and get down to business.

As for my break goals:

I've been reading my books. I've been spending time with Becca and Mom. I'm joining the  gym tomorrow which is Dec.13th. I watched this news this morning. The station covered the how Obama networked with Bill Clinton to try and get more people in Washington to back the tax program. I thought it was interesting.
I also logged 26 superior edge hours yesterday.
I haven't done any research yet. I also have not done the layout of next semester. I also didn't do the meditation thing quite yet.

I've decided I'm going to give more love and stop abut worrying about being loved. If I give it enough it will come back to me eventually.