Pressure.

Remember how I said earlier that growth is one of my core values? Well, I think I'm having a bit of a time of it as of latley. I understand the concept that growth of any sagnificance is often rather difficult. I understand that if I really want to improve any of my skills I'm going to need to be open to feedback and constructive critism, but latley I've been asking for constructive critism and it literaly terrifies me. I'm such a coward sometimes.

I lost my phone when I went sledding this weekend. I'm hopefully going to be able to get another one tomorrow. I need one becuse I have selection coming up. I'm really nervous about selection for both the Summer Orientation Staff and Resident Advisor positions. There are slightly more than five O-Staff positions and almost 37 RA positions. I heard that from Lynnea...side note about Lynnea as a person...she's amazing and I know we both want the same things coming out of RA selection and I'm rooting for her almost as much as I'm rooting for myself., which is with every fiber of my being. Anyway last year there were approximately 48 positions and 70 or so applicants. This year there are approximately 37 positions and probably more applicants than last year. I'm confident in my abilities, but I'm getting pretty nervous.