Thursday, March 17, 2011


When I'm on the beach building a sad castle...I love my life thisss muchhhhhhh.
When I'm writing things down. When I'm reading this book. It's all so different. It's all so the same.

Once again I'm torn between the need to feel brilliant and the need to feel young. I am so content just being myself and not choosing between the two. I worry that the more intelligent I feel the less I will feel free and appreciate the small things. I've been thinking about the concept and I've decided that this might not be true and just maybe the opposite could be what is correlational  . Maybe.

There is this song by the Foo Fighters called 100 years. If you listen to music you might know it. The lyrics speak to me. I have found lately that it's okay to feel stuck between fifteen and twenty-five. That is were I am at; trying to just accept my resistant growth Believing in all that I am not just what will be. It's tougher than I thought.

1 comments:

Unknown said...

I find that the more knowledge I have, the more free I feel. I love learning and expanding what I know, it makes me less ignorant and likely to judge. Plus, personally, I have a craving for learning. The more I learn, the more uplifted I feel.

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